Amazon's and Andy's Love? : Chapter 9
I woke up and went through the normal route. It was very tense in the air from the minute I got up. I was right. My parent we're fighting. I grabbed my iPod faster than you can say 'Dude, you crazy!' I instantly got my earphones and listen to all my songs on shuffle. The minute Journey came on, my heart started racing. I could feel my face get hot and I thought about yesterday. It was like it all replayed in front of me. I shook my head and changed the song. What is wrong with you Amazon? I started to think of my guy and forgot about yesterday. I was much better. The day wasn't the best, but if I would tell anyone I would feel selfish. I faked as if it was a normal day. When I talked to anyone though, I would cut it short and not be so happy, but when someone asked 'What's wrong?' I would say 'Nothing. This is how I normally am.' I was happier around Andy to be truthful. I can't help it. He makes me feel like I'm worth something. I like him a lot. He's . . . . . . perfect. I went over to him and gave him a huge hug. Every time he asked me anything, I can't lie. I can try, but it's so hard and I couldn't do it. He said, "How was your morning?" I let go and was starting at the ground. He looked at me and said, "Amazon? Are you ok?" I breathed and thought of the perfect accuse. I breathed heavy shook my head and said, "I'm sorry I was spacing. Wait, did you say?" He bought it and said, "I said 'How was your morning?'" I said, "Oh. Good. Yours?" He said, "Good." and smiled. I had to, too. I loved his smiled and his voice and everything about him. I said out loud, "I love you." Instantly after, I covered my mouth. He looked so surprised and said, "I love you, too." I removed my hand from my face and back to my side. I said, "You . . . . . mean it?" He leaned in and kissed me. He said, "Does that answer your question?" I leaned in and put my hand under his cheek and kissed him. The second after I looked into his eyes and said, "Yes." We smiled and looked into each other's eyes. I got lost in those crystal, clear, beautiful, navy, gray-ish blue eyes. I said, "I could just get lost in your eyes . . . . . forever." He said, "I alright got lost in your beautiful, gray-ish, blue eyes. I never want to leave them." I could tell, with everything he wasn't . . . . . . wasn't . . . . wasn't lying. He said, "I couldn't love anyone else, but you, Amazon." I said, "I wouldn't dream of loving anyone, but the man I'm with now . . . . . . and forever." We smiled and started to make out. It was bliss. His soft lips against mine and his lips keep getting more and more addicting every time I kissed him. I said, "You're the best guy I have ever been with." He said, "You're the best girl I ever been with and hopefully the last. I don't wanna be with anyone else. " I said, "I have to." He asked with a confused look on his face, "Have to what?" I said, "Get the best guy ever, the best gift ever. It just makes sense." He said with a chuckle, "But that's impossible." I looked confused and sad. He continued, "because . . . . . . you're the perfect gift." He passionately kissed and we had done that for what it must have been 6 minutes. He broke for lack of oxygen and to look at the people we loved. The next thing he said I will remember forever. "I will never love someone as much I love you. . . . . I mean this with all I am." His eyes were starting to tear up. I was starting to cry, hugged him, and I said, "You know that I can never leave you. I love you, too much." We stayed like that for what seemed like forever, but then people ruined it. Well I was too happy anyway. Every time something good happens, another bad thing happens. I guess now it's even. I have had a lot of bad stuff happen to me and no good. Now it's all equal. After that I talked to me friends. The bell rang after. At lunch I remembered Christmas! I said to everyone, "Hey guys. Can you listen this is really important? What do you guys want for Christmas?" Every told me and I wrote it down. I knew them, so I knew pretty much what they wanted. I told them that I would like to be alone for a while and they totally understand. I went over and I took out my music sent down and started to read my book, Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Sea of Monsters. I was felt alone for almost the whole lunch time. Right when I was getting to the best part, I feel someone presence watching over me. I look up and saw . . . . . . Tyler. He looked nervous. I put my book away, turned off my music and stood up. I said, "Yes?" He said, ". . . . . I can't . . . . . take it anymore." He was facing the ground with his eyes closed. His hands we're in fists and he was shaking. I said, "What do you mean?" He said, "I have to tell her." I said, "Really? When are you going to?" He said, "I don't know, but I won't go home until I tell her." I said, "Can I know who it is, now?" He shook his head and I said, "Ok. Good luck, bro. You're going to need it. I'm going to go over to my friends, ok?" He looked up and said, "Ok . . . . and thanks for everything." In fourth, we did nothing worth saying. After fifth, I went again to sixth like every day. We didn't really do anything just take a test. After that, I went to the park. Andy told me he had to leave earlier than normal. I said, "Ok. Bye. You don't want to be late. Go." He kissed me on the cheek and ran. I walked over to a tree and sat there. I took out my music. I put on Journey. I don't know why, but I felt like I should. I sat there and I heard someone walked over to me. I looked behind me. It was Tyler. He said, "So you're listening to Journey." He smiled and I said, "Yeah. I like them and a lot of bands really." He came and sat right next to me. I asked, "Did you ask her yet?" He said, "Not yet." I said, "Why are you talking to me then?! Go tell her and can I please know who she is?" He said, "Maybe." My face lit up and I said, "Really!" He said, "Yeah. I'll tell you?" I said, "Who?" He said, "I can't tell you yet, but I will." I said, "Ok. You wanna choose the next song?" He said, "Sure." When I was handing him my iPod, he touched my hand. That was weird. Oh well. He changed it to Wishlist by The Ready Set. I asked and got a nervous feeling, "Why did you choose thing song?" He said, "I wanted to see how it sounded. I like The Ready Set, too." He gave my iPod back to me. I was looking at the ground and spacing. He said, "Hey can I show you something?" I said, "Yeah! Of course." He walked over to this area where no one was there. He stopped and said, "I need to tell you something I've been wanting to tell you for a long time." I smiled and wanting passionately. He said, ". . . . . . . I . . . . . . I like you." He looked at me. "I like you a lot and I know you're with someone, but I couldn't take it anymore. I had to tell you." I was shocked. Me. Why does everyone like me? I ran you and gave him a hug. I whispered, "Thank you. For liking me. It makes me feel good." He said something sweet. "And that's what I want, for you to be good and happy." I held it and then he let go and said, "You can't do that." I said, "What hug my brother?" He didn't know what to say. I said, ". . . . . I knew that you liked it, but . . . . . if you don't want to anymore, than . . . . . . . I won't." He said, "No." I said, "That's what I thought. . . . . Wanna finish that then?" He nodded. I walked over and hugged him and I said, "You're sweet." He smiled and hugged tighter. I said, "I'm going to leave soon want to hang until then." He nodded. I said, "I just need to make a quick call." He nodded. After the call, we went back down to the same tree and listened to music and talked a little. I think he feels better now. He seems more relaxed and . . . . . . happy. When I was leaving, I hugged him and said, "Thank you and don't be sad. I don't like to see you sad." I let go and waved and said, "Bye." He waved and said, "Bye." but a little sad. I said, "Smile, don't frown." And I saw him smile. I smiled and went home. I slept soundly that night.